Of course, I am prone to saying that everything is at least a little like baseball, but this time I really mean it. Faith can be like a particular aspect of baseball that I’d like to talk about today: being a fan.
When I was growing up in southern California, I rooted for the Dodgers. Yes, the Angels were closer to my house, but even at an early age I realized the the designated hitter was a corruption of the purity of the game. The National League team closest to my house was the Los Angeles Dodgers, and that was my team.
But then something happened when I was in high school. My parents moved me to the suburbs of Atlanta, Georgia — home of the Braves. Now, it’s important to remember that this was before the Braves were good. They were terrible, in fact. And the Dodgers were good.
I, of course, went to old Fulton County Stadium every time the Dodgers came to town (which was frequent back then because both teams played in the same division). And I always rooted for the Dodgers. I was no fickle fan.
But something began to happen. See, more than I love any particular team, I’ve always loved the game. So, I’ve always loved watching the game, but I lived in Atlanta. The only teams I got to see were the Braves and whoever was playing the Braves. When I listened to the radio, who were they talking about? The Braves. When I read the Sports Page, who were they writing about? The Braves.
I was submerged in the Braves culture, and — gradually — I came to learn a great deal about the team, about the owner, about the manager, about the players. I knew their names and where they’d gone to school. I knew their batting average and their ERA. They weren’t such bad guys.
I decided that I could root for them as long as they weren’t playing my beloved Dodgers. That was the line I drew.
But one muggy September night in 1987, something really devastating happened. I went out to the stadium and sat in the bleachers like always. Back then you could smoke in the bleachers, and I had a really stinky, cheap cigar with me. I was one of about 50 people scattered here and there in the seats (I honestly just looked it up, and there were officially 14,090 people in attendance that night). The Dodgers were in town, and I was wearing my Dodger blue cap.
The Braves jumped to an early lead, but the Dodgers got six runs in the 4th inning. They added two more in the top of the 7th and were winning 8-4. I knew intellectually that I should be happy about this.
Except I wasn’t. I was trying to manufacture it, because the people near me were giving me a hard time for wearing the visiting team’s colors. But something inside me felt a little…I don’t know…off.
Then the Braves started a rally in the bottom of the 7th inning, and to my shock and horror, I felt a little twinge of excitement. I could not believe this! What was happening to me? The Braves kept chipping away at the lead, and the tighter the score became, the more excited I got.
By the end of the inning, they’d tied the score, and I found myself cheering them on with all the other bleacher bums. As the game stretched on into extra innings, I came to a startling realization: I had become a Braves fan. I’m not sure when or how it happened exactly. I can’t point you to a moment in time or an intentional choice. All I know is that I found myself rooting for the Braves. I really wanted them to win, even though it meant defeating the team I’d cheered for since I was young.
My fandom snuck up on me.
When Ken Griffey doubled home a run in the bottom of the 10th inning, the few people who had stayed for the duration jumped and screamed and clapped and high-fived each other. And I wanted to be part of that celebration. But I had that Dodger blue cap on my head. So, I congratulated the people around me, and I left — with my convictions shaken.
Now, let’s process this together, okay? How is this story of how I became a fan of the Atlanta Braves similar to faith?